Loss EP-Lyrics

Hey guys, 

There may be a few mistakes in the chords below. They are just a rough guide.

Also, sometimes I tune a half step down….but this will give you a general idea if you want to play along. Thanks!

 

MY SPECIAL LOVE 

(Vs F, G, Am…F. E. Am)

In spite of it all, 

I’m glad that I met you 

In spite of it all, 

I don’t wanna forget you 

I don’t wanna heal, it’ll mean I don’t feel you 

I don’t wanna move on, just yet 

 

And you will be the salt in my wound 

And you will be the hole in my shoe 

And you will be the song in my head 

That’s driving me crazy 

And you will be the cold I cant shake 

And you will be the heart I cant break 

But most of all, most of all, most of all  

You’ll be my  special love 

 

In spite of it all, I don’t regret you In spite of it all, I’ll cherish our love And I’ll bear all your pain, like I’m wearing your blanket Coz I don’t wanna move on just yet 

 

And you will be the thorn in my side 

And you will be the scar I cant  hide 

And you will be the thought in my head 

That’s driving me crazy 

And you will be the bond I can’t break 

And you will be the truth I cant take 

But most of all, most of all, most of all, most of all, 

Most of all you’ll be my special love

 

Written and Produced by Annmarie Cullen, 

Mixed by Gabriel Mann. 

Piano/Guitar/Vox: Annmarie, 

Cello: Mai Bloomfield, 

Viola: Brian Benning, 

Bass: Steve Giles

 

ALL OF IT-You’re Full Of Shit (Orchestra) 

(VS. C, Em Am….CHORUS …G,D, AM)

 

Oh baby who’s your latest craze? Oh honey who’s the flavor today? 

Hey lover who’s the better muse?

Oh, oh, I knew I’d lose 

 

And I hate to say but I think you’re full of shit  Your words and poetry and your vow to live by it And I hate to say but I fell for all of it Oh all of it  

 

Oh baby was it all a lie? Oh honey could I be so deluded? Hey lover did you fuck that friend? Oh, of course you did Oh, even if you didn’t you would’ve 

 

And I hate to say but I think you’re full of shit  Your words and poetry and your vow to live by it And I hate to say as they saw through all of it, I didn’t 

 

BUT HOW COULD YOU? (g, d, am) 

 

And I hate to say but you crawl beneath my skin I’m ripping out the flesh but I feel you digging in 

 

And I hate to say but I’d do it all again Oh oh, all of it Coz dignity forgets Did u forget?

Written by Annmarie Cullen, Produced, and mixed by Michael Lord (he also played all the instruments. Talented man that he is!)

DO YOU FEEL SPECIAL NOW, DEAR? 

(Bm, F#, G, A…Chorus G, A, Bm, F#…G,A, G,A, G, A, Bm)

 

Do you get off on how far I have fallen? 

Do you get high on how low I’ve become? 

Now your ego is so stroked it is shining, like the way your eyes glisten in the sun, 

Do you feel special now, do you feel special? 

Are you hungry for my desperate measures? 

Coz you know it kinda makes you feel good, while I wallow, my insurmountable sorrow, Do you glory in the joy of my regret? 

Do you feel special now, do you feel special? 

 

Coz oh, isn’t that pathetic that I’m the one who can’t forget it? Do you feel special now dear? 

 

And do you kiss me to taunt me and then leave me? Are you wet by the vengeance and not me? I’m one step from begging you, 2 steps from hating you, 12 steps from being in a sane state of mind 

 

And oh isn’t that pathetic, that I’m the one who can’t forget it, Do you feel special now dear? I’m in tears, you’re watching me fall apart here, do you feel special now dear? Coz you’re so…

 

Written and produced by Annmarie Cullen, Mixed by Gabriel Mann, Guitars and Piano: Annmarie, Drums: Marco Giovino, Bass: Mark Getten, Cello: Mai Bloomfield, Viola: Brian Benning, Pedal Steel Guitar: Mike Freas)

 

ONE OF THOSE DAYS 

(VS Open C, Open D…Pre Em, D…A…Chorus Open C, Open D)

 

Teardrops fall like my heart’s got a leaking valve 

I wish that i could cry my pain away 

I don’t have the words to express myself But i’ll try to say them anyway 

 

TAKE ME TO A BETTER PLACE BRING ME TO A BRIGHTER DAY IF YOU’RE OUT THERE AND YOU HEAR ME WILL YOU CARRY ME? AWAY I’M HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS 

 

This past year and a half has been a bitter pill How much loss can a girl really take? 

I feel more evolved i suppose that’s positive 

But when you bend sometimes you eventually break 

(BM, E, G, A) 

I can feel my body breaking, so i guess i feel alive  

I don’t know what path i’m taking I’m just trying to survive.

Written and Produced by Annmarie Cullen, 

Mixed by Gabriel Mann, 

Guitars and Rhodes: Annmarie

Piano and Bridge String Arrangement: Michael Lord, 

Bass: Mark Getten, 

Viola: Brian Benning, 

Drums: Marco Giovino

 

I BLEW IT 

(1st Fret) Vs G. D. C, Em,Am, D… Pre C. Em, Am, C, Em, A…Chorus G, D, C

 

Oh my dear it’s been a week and seven days 

Since I wrote my note, 

I was pouring out my heart telling you I’d changed my ways 

Oh my dear I haven’t heard a single word 

Silence says a lot 

Guess that’s all you’ve got to say

 

Oh my dear I think you saw the worst of me 

Coz I had so much drama trampling over me

Wont you let me show you how good I can be? 

Or I know my heart just wont let me get through this….

COZ I BLEW IT 

 

Oh my dear I’m waxing philosophically 

Guess you want your space 

But I just cant let it go so I keep up with the chase 

Swear my love and fess up to all my mistakes 

But not a single word…

Guess that’s all you gotta say 

 

Oh my dear I wish you’d seen the best of me 

But I was such  a mess you saw a shell of me 

Won’t you let me show you how good I can be 

Or I know my heart just wont let me get through this 

COZ I BLEW IT 

 

SO I GUESS I’M GONNA LET IT GO, I SUPPOSE (g,d,c)  

And I guess I’m gonna loosen up the grip that I hold 

And I guess I’ll be ok in time (Aminor) or so I’m told 

I’ll let you go although I know I wont get through this

I’m letting you go although I know I wont get over this 

You always said I’d break my own heart, I guess you knew it..Then I blew it

 

Written by Annmarie Cullen, 

Produced by Cynthia Catania, 

Mixed by Michael Lord

Acoustic Guitar: Annmarie, 

Electric Guitars: Cynthia Catania, 

Pedal Steel Guitar: Mike Freas, 

Bass: Steve Giles

Drums: Marco Giovino, 

Piano and String Stuff: Cynthia Catania and Michael Lord

 

NOTHING LIKE A HOLIDAY 

(Vs Am, C, G, E…Chorus.. F, G, Am, E)

Happy Christmas baby yeah 

Well I hope you get through it 

Gonna be a rough one yeah 

So take comfort in your friends

 

Coz there’s nothing like a holiday 

To make you feel alone 

No there’s nothing like a holiday 

To regret things you’ve done 

No there’s nothing like a holiday  

To make you wish you’d done things different 

Oh so differently

 

Happy Christmas baby yeah 

Well I hope you get through this 

Sunny skies in California, 

But it’s frozen in your heart 

 

Coz there’s nothing like a holiday 

To make you feel alone 

No there’s nothing like a holiday 

To make you miss someone 

No there’s nothing like a holiday 

To make you wish you weren’t so single 

Oh so single now 

 

THOUGH IT’S JUST ANOTHER DAY 

 

Happy New Year baby yeah 

Well I hope it’s a better one 

Coz you miss her yeah you miss her 

But she wouldn’t want you to be sad 

Coz there’s nothing like New Years day

To make you feel more hopeful, 

No there’s nothing like New Year’s Day 

To bathe you in renewal

N there’s nothing like New Year’s Day to make you think things could get better, so much better now..and it’s all a brand new day

Written and Produced by Annmarie Cullen, 

Mixed by Gabriel Mann

Piano, Guitars & Percussion: Annmarie, 

Bass: Steve Giles, 

Cello: Mai Bloomfield, 

Viola: Brian Benning

 

ALL OF IT-You’re Full Of Shit (Rock)

Written by Annmarie Cullen, Produced by Michael Lord, Mixed by CJ Devillar, Drums: Matt Laug, Everything Else: Michael Lord 

Back Cover Photo by Pam Lawrence, Front Cover drawing by Annmarie