Hey guys,
There may be a few mistakes in the chords below. They are just a rough guide.
Also, sometimes I tune a half step down….but this will give you a general idea if you want to play along. Thanks!
MY SPECIAL LOVE
(Vs F, G, Am…F. E. Am)
In spite of it all,
I’m glad that I met you
In spite of it all,
I don’t wanna forget you
I don’t wanna heal, it’ll mean I don’t feel you
I don’t wanna move on, just yet
And you will be the salt in my wound
And you will be the hole in my shoe
And you will be the song in my head
That’s driving me crazy
And you will be the cold I cant shake
And you will be the heart I cant break
But most of all, most of all, most of all
You’ll be my special love
In spite of it all, I don’t regret you In spite of it all, I’ll cherish our love And I’ll bear all your pain, like I’m wearing your blanket Coz I don’t wanna move on just yet
And you will be the thorn in my side
And you will be the scar I cant hide
And you will be the thought in my head
That’s driving me crazy
And you will be the bond I can’t break
And you will be the truth I cant take
But most of all, most of all, most of all, most of all,
Most of all you’ll be my special love
Written and Produced by Annmarie Cullen,
Mixed by Gabriel Mann.
Piano/Guitar/Vox: Annmarie,
Cello: Mai Bloomfield,
Viola: Brian Benning,
Bass: Steve Giles
ALL OF IT-You’re Full Of Shit (Orchestra)
(VS. C, Em Am….CHORUS …G,D, AM)
Oh baby who’s your latest craze? Oh honey who’s the flavor today?
Hey lover who’s the better muse?
Oh, oh, I knew I’d lose
And I hate to say but I think you’re full of shit Your words and poetry and your vow to live by it And I hate to say but I fell for all of it Oh all of it
Oh baby was it all a lie? Oh honey could I be so deluded? Hey lover did you fuck that friend? Oh, of course you did Oh, even if you didn’t you would’ve
And I hate to say but I think you’re full of shit Your words and poetry and your vow to live by it And I hate to say as they saw through all of it, I didn’t…
BUT HOW COULD YOU? (g, d, am)
And I hate to say but you crawl beneath my skin I’m ripping out the flesh but I feel you digging in
And I hate to say but I’d do it all again Oh oh, all of it Coz dignity forgets Did u forget?
Written by Annmarie Cullen, Produced, and mixed by Michael Lord (he also played all the instruments. Talented man that he is!)
DO YOU FEEL SPECIAL NOW, DEAR?
(Bm, F#, G, A…Chorus G, A, Bm, F#…G,A, G,A, G, A, Bm)
Do you get off on how far I have fallen?
Do you get high on how low I’ve become?
Now your ego is so stroked it is shining, like the way your eyes glisten in the sun,
Do you feel special now, do you feel special?
Are you hungry for my desperate measures?
Coz you know it kinda makes you feel good, while I wallow, my insurmountable sorrow, Do you glory in the joy of my regret?
Do you feel special now, do you feel special?
Coz oh, isn’t that pathetic that I’m the one who can’t forget it? Do you feel special now dear?
And do you kiss me to taunt me and then leave me? Are you wet by the vengeance and not me? I’m one step from begging you, 2 steps from hating you, 12 steps from being in a sane state of mind
And oh isn’t that pathetic, that I’m the one who can’t forget it, Do you feel special now dear? I’m in tears, you’re watching me fall apart here, do you feel special now dear? Coz you’re so…
Written and produced by Annmarie Cullen, Mixed by Gabriel Mann, Guitars and Piano: Annmarie, Drums: Marco Giovino, Bass: Mark Getten, Cello: Mai Bloomfield, Viola: Brian Benning, Pedal Steel Guitar: Mike Freas)
ONE OF THOSE DAYS
(VS Open C, Open D…Pre Em, D…A…Chorus Open C, Open D)
Teardrops fall like my heart’s got a leaking valve
I wish that i could cry my pain away
I don’t have the words to express myself But i’ll try to say them anyway
TAKE ME TO A BETTER PLACE BRING ME TO A BRIGHTER DAY IF YOU’RE OUT THERE AND YOU HEAR ME WILL YOU CARRY ME? AWAY I’M HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS
This past year and a half has been a bitter pill How much loss can a girl really take?
I feel more evolved i suppose that’s positive
But when you bend sometimes you eventually break
(BM, E, G, A)
I can feel my body breaking, so i guess i feel alive
I don’t know what path i’m taking I’m just trying to survive.
Written and Produced by Annmarie Cullen,
Mixed by Gabriel Mann,
Guitars and Rhodes: Annmarie
Piano and Bridge String Arrangement: Michael Lord,
Bass: Mark Getten,
Viola: Brian Benning,
Drums: Marco Giovino
I BLEW IT
(1st Fret) Vs G. D. C, Em,Am, D… Pre C. Em, Am, C, Em, A…Chorus G, D, C
Oh my dear it’s been a week and seven days
Since I wrote my note,
I was pouring out my heart telling you I’d changed my ways
Oh my dear I haven’t heard a single word
Silence says a lot
Guess that’s all you’ve got to say
Oh my dear I think you saw the worst of me
Coz I had so much drama trampling over me
Wont you let me show you how good I can be?
Or I know my heart just wont let me get through this….
COZ I BLEW IT
Oh my dear I’m waxing philosophically
Guess you want your space
But I just cant let it go so I keep up with the chase
Swear my love and fess up to all my mistakes
But not a single word…
Guess that’s all you gotta say
Oh my dear I wish you’d seen the best of me
But I was such a mess you saw a shell of me
Won’t you let me show you how good I can be
Or I know my heart just wont let me get through this
COZ I BLEW IT
SO I GUESS I’M GONNA LET IT GO, I SUPPOSE (g,d,c)
And I guess I’m gonna loosen up the grip that I hold
And I guess I’ll be ok in time (Aminor) or so I’m told
I’ll let you go although I know I wont get through this
I’m letting you go although I know I wont get over this
You always said I’d break my own heart, I guess you knew it..Then I blew it
Written by Annmarie Cullen,
Produced by Cynthia Catania,
Mixed by Michael Lord
Acoustic Guitar: Annmarie,
Electric Guitars: Cynthia Catania,
Pedal Steel Guitar: Mike Freas,
Bass: Steve Giles
Drums: Marco Giovino,
Piano and String Stuff: Cynthia Catania and Michael Lord
NOTHING LIKE A HOLIDAY
(Vs Am, C, G, E…Chorus.. F, G, Am, E)
Happy Christmas baby yeah
Well I hope you get through it
Gonna be a rough one yeah
So take comfort in your friends
Coz there’s nothing like a holiday
To make you feel alone
No there’s nothing like a holiday
To regret things you’ve done
No there’s nothing like a holiday
To make you wish you’d done things different
Oh so differently
Happy Christmas baby yeah
Well I hope you get through this
Sunny skies in California,
But it’s frozen in your heart
Coz there’s nothing like a holiday
To make you feel alone
No there’s nothing like a holiday
To make you miss someone
No there’s nothing like a holiday
To make you wish you weren’t so single
Oh so single now
THOUGH IT’S JUST ANOTHER DAY
Happy New Year baby yeah
Well I hope it’s a better one
Coz you miss her yeah you miss her
But she wouldn’t want you to be sad
Coz there’s nothing like New Years day
To make you feel more hopeful,
No there’s nothing like New Year’s Day
To bathe you in renewal
N there’s nothing like New Year’s Day to make you think things could get better, so much better now..and it’s all a brand new day
Written and Produced by Annmarie Cullen,
Mixed by Gabriel Mann
Piano, Guitars & Percussion: Annmarie,
Bass: Steve Giles,
Cello: Mai Bloomfield,
Viola: Brian Benning
ALL OF IT-You’re Full Of Shit (Rock)
Written by Annmarie Cullen, Produced by Michael Lord, Mixed by CJ Devillar, Drums: Matt Laug, Everything Else: Michael Lord
Back Cover Photo by Pam Lawrence, Front Cover drawing by Annmarie